So What?
by Zen Gardner
January 20, 2020
So what about the latest so-called secret revealed?
Who wants to know?
And what is it we’re looking for?
An answer? What exactly is the question? Do we even know?
And the big one again: Which “who” exactly wants to know? And why?
We think we’ll finally get a handle on this thing called existence.
Really? Billions of books and millions of teachers
Do you see any difference being made?
To awaken? Then what? And what awakening exactly, and to what?
Isn’t it all inside the same illusory bubble, designed to be exactly what it is?
Levels to nowhere. There is no summit, just endless climbing and spoutings
To where? It’s all in the mind which is so easily misled.
Aren’t we already where we are?
What’s with all the angst and self effort?
Where is it taking us? Is humanity ever dying of improvements
When nothing essentially can be “improved” in the first place?
Especially when we haven’t first accepted the way things are?
Maybe we’re already complete, whole, and perfect.
Maybe we just can’t see it due to distraction and fake, pride filled effort
Caught up in the rat race to nowhere we assume is the treadmill to jump on.
Where did it get any of them? Or us? Our age is the darkest yet
When you look at the degree of deceit, control, death and suffering.
Who says there’s cycles, or ice cream castles awaiting us?
Always striving in the maze, the hamster wheel to nowhere.
The better way is no way. Our starting and ending point is zero.
No self, what the ego dreads. It wants to play the game that isn’t even real.
Oh, we can play anyway. That’s what it’s for. But while knowing what it is.
But taken so seriously? What the hell is wrong with us?
We missed the starting and ending gate that isn’t even there.
We’re willfully blind to the obvious – it is what it is what it is.
Is that so hard? Apparently. The pattern and futility are obvious.
But not in that blind state. When will humanity even begin?
Some tried to tell us. We killed them, or buried them in belief systems.
The real Truth totally blows the game wide open.
We don’t want that. We want to think it’s real.
Ignorance is ignoring. We’re caught up in blatant self infatuation.
Our knowing and growing is an illusion. It goes nowhere, really.
Unless it leads us to real submission to Truth, real Truth. Not mind junk.
That takes humility and some serious self annihilation.
Mustn’t go there. After all, that’s the birthplace of all fear, loss of self.
We love fear in all its forms. We love reacting. It makes us think we have purpose.
That’s the beauty and role of ever present death, a total gift.
The parentheses of birth and death we cleverly ignore.
We just gotta gotta gotta figure it all out. Again I ask, why?
We just can’t let go, and simply trust.
But we will, sooner or later.
Why not sooner?
I really don’t know. I’m in the same leaky boat.
Fun ride, eh?
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Markfarrar
January 22, 2020 at 7:12 amZen…still The Don…
Always stirring , never settling .
The Children of 3 D. seem too steeped
In Story and Seeking to consider stopping .
Apparently many would prefer the Annihilation
Of Nature or Empathy or Humanity or the entire
Game rather than contemplate annihilation of Self .
I and Mego intend to Love It for what It Is and squeeze
Every drop of Joyful Wonder and Experience out of It first …
Chris
January 22, 2020 at 7:35 amAgreed, mostly. Duality is a lousy platform for consciousness, and Humans are a lousy vehicle for consciousness, unless… unless boredom is a problem. Unless original consciousness has tried trillions of consciousness platforms and vehicles, and now, seeking escape from boredom, hoping against hope that novelty is the answer, this silly, grotesque and endlessly looping world has been created as boredom’s antidote. Is suffering boring? Torture? Life as a disposable Bic pen? Or has Rick and Morty nailed it, and this life from birth to grave no more than a five minute diversion in the “real” world?
Is enlightenment, as some propose, simply a matter of merging Human consciousness with Deva consciousness? Have you conversed with a member of the Deva Kingdom? As conversationalists they beat out tables and cars, and are maybe better than trees, but isn’t such a move a sort of lobotomy?
Yes, we live in Plato’s cave, but haven’t we seen that as above, so below? And can’t we extrapolate that as below, so above? I stand firm with my view that we can judge the tree by its fruit, and that the means does not justify the end.
I may be damaged and broken, but I will bow my head to no one. If the progenitor of this world stood before me, I would plunge my hand into their chest and yank their heart from its moorings. Who cares about corrupt politicians, nasty archons or serial killers? They are all miserable, pitiful creatures. Someone set this in motion. A handful of juvenile delinquents from Andromeda? The Supreme Being? My high school’s valedictorian? Probably it was just another miserable, pitiful creature. I just want an end to it. I abdicate consciousness.
Mick
January 23, 2020 at 6:59 amToss it over here mate, I’ll eat it 😋
You dollies running a rebellion then?
Markfarrar
January 24, 2020 at 5:14 amAbdicake and eat it ?
Conscrumptiousness ,
Send me and I some too !
ethompson
January 22, 2020 at 9:26 am“If the progenitor of this world stood before me, I would plunge my hand into their chest and yank their heart from its moorings.”
I would be right alongside you, Chris. The sick creature that made this interactive video game needs to be exposed and destroyed within each and every mind.
Jenny
January 25, 2020 at 3:10 amWas, is there even a progenitor with a heart ? That’s a question.
The beat goes on in you and me, mine felt the above video, read the article
and comments, why not respond ?
Life is a discovery whether we like it or not,
a man in the street approached my son yesterday and gave him
a copy of the Bhagavid Gita, tomorrow it could be ??
How to respond, react, thanks, no thanks ?
ethompson
January 25, 2020 at 12:14 pmGood to see you, Jeni❤️
Markfarrar
January 29, 2020 at 7:07 amelva and any other zen G.roupies
Might like to know that he has
A new post , on what used to be
Bornoutsidethebox.com…renamed ,
It’s now …Truthcomestolight.com …
I had been doing oh so well…..
Rassinfrassinzengardner !