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I’d Rather Die

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I’d Rather Die by Zen Gardner

 

I’d rather die and be alive

Than die and just be dead

I’d rather fry than compromise

With flies around my head

“Death to Self!” the placard screams

While anger inside roils

“End it now, it pointless seems!”

Midst oceans on the boil

“What is this ego death, pray tell

What is this end to self?”

The specter looms with grin from hell

“Perhaps be truth thyself”

The banter rolls around the cage

Dampened by the fluff

Muffled, no expected rage

The audience? A bluff.

The lusting, liquid mind is quick

“No matter – hit the spot!”

“Perceive or not perceive I will!

Believe, or I am not!”

The pixelating picture fades 

And falls to end of screen

Illusion and its many grades

Were never as were seen

The show goes on, the limits burn

Like layered walls of brick

Yet slowly, ever slow we learn

That naught will ever stick

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Written by ethompson

Elva Thompson was born in England in 1947 and moved to Rosebud Lakota reservation in 1987. She is the author of the Heartstar Series; Book One: The Key made of Air, Book Two: The Gates to Pandemonia, and Book Three: Walking In Three Worlds. Her other interests include organic gardening, ancient phonetic languages, sonic sound and their application in the healing arts. She is also a medical intuitive and teaches sonic re-patterning using sound, colour, and essential oils. Elva Thompson is on Amazon Author Central @ amazon.com/author/heartstar


9 Responses to I’d Rather Die

  1. ethompson

    November 13, 2023 at 7:12 pm

    More awesomeness. Thank you, Zen.

    Reply
  2. markfarrar

    November 14, 2023 at 4:08 am

    so great to know the Don
    is still with us …. I often wonder
    whats become of Sammy Keene , Mick and Chris

    Reply
    • ethompson

      November 14, 2023 at 8:13 am

      Hi Mark, probably gone the way of all flesh…..

      Reply
  3. ariel

    November 14, 2023 at 10:36 am

    ‘What is the SELF?’
    the ego screams.
    ‘The SELF: it must be ME.’
    Enraged without control.
    It also claims it is the SOUL
    Addict to phantasy.
    The challenge the same
    has always been.
    Can we be masters of our-selves
    when all about us seems to turn to hell?
    Or are we just unfortunate slaves
    wasting time before we fall
    unconscious into graves?
    Can you solve the mystery of life beyond the grave?
    Will there be any ‘little-me’ left over to be saved.
    Or will it be all blank-ed out,
    no matter how we scream and shout?
    ‘So what was that lie-fe ALL ABOUT?
    Just wait your turn
    YOU WILL FIND OUT
    Already we can crash and burn
    but here we are to LIVE and LEARN
    LIFE IS A PROCESS without doubt
    We play our parts as Shakespeare wrote
    we have our exits and our entrances
    But let us not be so entranced
    we trip over our own ego’s stance
    and miss the beauty of the dance.
    Pre-occupied with our own worth
    wasted our time
    here on Earth..
    x

    Reply
  4. Peony

    November 15, 2023 at 3:04 pm

    So good to read all of your inspirational insight, love you all wonderful people 💚

    Reply
  5. markfarrar

    November 19, 2023 at 6:12 pm

    Who Am I ?

    Am I Always I ?
    Am I Never Me ?
    or Am I … Ever We ?
    Am I Ever … All Three ?
    Self Limited ?.. Limited ?.. Free ?

    Reply
  6. markfarrar

    November 20, 2023 at 7:01 am

    the Greatest Deception ?

    the Imagination .
    Reflective Creation .
    the Truest Attention ,
    the Clearest Intention ,
    the Newest Invention …
    the Fake Revolution ,
    the Final Solution ,
    the Hoax Evolution …
    the Matrix Construction ,
    the Latest Instruction ,
    Creative Destruction .
    the Disintegration .

    Reply
    • ethompson

      November 20, 2023 at 1:16 pm

      Good one!

      Reply
  7. ariel

    November 21, 2023 at 11:18 am

    Ummm ‘Die NOW, pay LATER?’
    xxxxxxx

    Reply

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